Suppreme Lord of Compassion
Steve Roth met his teacher Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche in London in 1967. Steve was the 16th Karmapa’s personal driver in various places during the 1974 and 1976/77 visits. He lives in Boulder, Colorado.
A glimpse of Avalokiteshvara
During the 16th Karmapa’s 1980 third and final tour of North America, he visited Santa Fe, New Mexico and performed the Black Crown Ceremony. On November 3rd, I traveled in a VW bus from Boulder to Santa Fe with four other dharma practitioners, including Pema Chodron. Upon arrival, we went to the local convention center where His Holiness was performing the Black Crown Ceremony. We had no idea which part of the ceremony would be taking place. We just wanted to see him.
We entered the convention center, and took the elevator up a few floors that led to one of the portals that opened directly into a large indoor amphitheater. We were well above the amphitheater’s ground floor where fifty or so people were each receiving blessings from His Holiness after the Black Crown Ceremony. What I saw the instant we emerged from this portal into the amphitheater was not His Holiness the Sixteenth Karmapa but rather radiant and resplendent Avalokiteshvara. He was luminous bright white with many arms which were simultaneously blessing everyone. His hands were moving so rapidly bestowing potent and limitless blessings in so many different directions—this is really challenging to describe. It was totally overwhelming and breathtaking to witness other-worldly compassionate activity taking place in this human realm. Avalokiteshvara’s transparent body was complete with crown and jewel ornaments, and a rainbow colored raiment, exactly as painted in countless thangkas. Then I blinked and saw His Holiness the Sixteenth Karmapa seated blessing people one-by-one. I don’t know what else to say, other than this knowingness that Avalokiteshvara thangkas are literally painted exactly as he appears in the Sambhogakaya. This experience resulted in a radically enhanced view of the sacredness and fathomless power of thangkas as well as increased devotion towards the Karmapa.
In Zion with a Blue Breasted Rainbow Finch
Steve Roth: "Your Holiness, why do you like birds?"
His Holiness: "Just try to sense their joy."
Conversation during the 1977 visit of His Holiness to the United States.
His Holiness had an English vocabulary of about 50 words, the majority of which were names of various birds and animals. Whenever he spoke these words with such open and whole-hearted goodness, it was impossible not to be melted on the spot. Any self-consciousness dissolved in his environment of delight, ease and playfulness. The canaries the Karmapa so frequently spoke of were Glouster, Norwich, Tanenger, Yorkshire, Cordon Bleu, Red Factor, and his favorite Lady Gouldian Finch aka Rainbow Finch. He pronounced “finch” as “peench.” Other phrases he so often said to so many of us were “Berry good,” “Berry bad,” “Berry buddhapool (beautiful),” “I tink so,” “I hope so,” “hello,” and “goodbye.” These words were used in a playful and provocative way reflecting how we westerners make use of such colloquialisms—punctuated by his wellspring of all-joyful sunshine laughter. He was unconditionally jolly, joyful and caring towards everyone.
In various cities, His Holiness would have me sitting on the floor with his private rotary dial phone next to his bed. He would check in regularly to see what I had turned up in the way of primarily finch and canary leads as well as miniature horses, Java Green Peacocks and Pekingese. I spent many hours on the phone and visited libraries, pouring through hard copy US yellow-page directories, canary club and bird fancier and breeder publications. I was searching for these birds in the mid ’70’s. In today’s world, it would have taken all of a three minute search on the Internet. Today, I sit here smiling in deep relief that there were no computers.
There was one particular enigmatic Rainbow Finch that His Holiness mentioned from time to time—the Blue Breasted Rainbow Finch. This was a rare hybrid of an already amazing array of Rainbow Finches. I inquired with numerous established finch breeders who didn’t know or at best had heard of but never seen that bird.
During 1981, I learned that the Karmapa’s four heart disciples had requested that he return to the US for further medical treatment and what sadly was to become his last days at a hospital in Zion, Illinois. I was so fortunate to be invited for a final visit.
Locating the elusive Blue Breasted Finch had become my raison d’être. After some library research, I discovered a bird fancier in South Carolina who was breeding Blue Breasted Rainbow Finches. Arrangements were made, and this exquisite bird was flown to Denver International airport in Colorado. I can’t help but think that His Holiness made it all happen. The Vajra Regent, his secretary and I flew with the bird perched in a small cage to Chicago, Illinois and then went to the hospital in Zion. There, we were brought to His Holiness’s private room where the attendant lama placed the bird cage on a table where the Karmapa could view it from his bed. Although His Holiness weighed no more than 80 pounds, his face was luminous and his eyes so penetrating. After a few minutes the Vajra Regent began to cry, and His Holiness asked him to come nearer for a final blessing and told him: “Nothing Happens.” The Regent stepped back, and I followed to his bedside. He raised his hand, stroked my face and gave a final personal teaching. That was all. We left the room. The Karmapa went into Parinirvana a few days later.
HH the 16th Karmapa and Steve Roth